"Prof Meier cares about his students... " I blurted out to Pete, my supervisor, and I made the mistake of stopping right there. Ever since then, Pete's finally realized is 'mistake' and been trying very hard to make up for it! Haha, I think he's been so hung up about the fact that his student is "in love" with another Prof; he is jealous (?) and been trying hard to up his popularity stakes. It's pretty scary actually, with ur boss constantly asking after you, trying to ask you out to lunch, treat you to lunch, chat with you - OMG he actually relented and showed me his dreadlock pictures (yes he was a
wild youngster, and you really won't believe it was him in the pictures). Especially when at the back of my mind I am thinking "Hmmm, what's he up to.. There must be an agenda behind all this niceness.." This is bad! It's really not a healthy relationship is it, to have so much distrust between each other. Ha, I can just imagine this (ok it's not very well-drawn, but imagine holding daggers behind your back as you smile to each other):
I really hope he has realized that he should care (sincerely) for his students' welfare, and not just so that he gains the adoration of his students. And yea, I also do wish to be able to resolve this asap, cuz it's quite sad to be like this, don't you think? Will I be able to let my heart get past this?
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Oo... I do agree he seemed really hung on the fact you said that to him. I suppose he want to 'win you back' kind of thing? tee hee... :P Then again, his methods quite er forward leh, scares you more than coax you that he too can be nice and caring. It's true that you aren't the only one to feel he isn't giving much attention to. Oh wells, cheer up! I'm sure it'll be good eventually.. :))
oops... I meant to say that you aren't the only one to feel he didn't care alot (not attention... lol!) about. :)) Sorry ah.. Blur queen, write out of point... :P
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